Killing Loneliness

Have you ever felt lonely?
Even when people are around you do not feel their presence.
And you do feel that they also ignore your presence.
Whatever you do the people do not give a damn about it.
Whatever you say will disappear into thin air.
It is just like there are many dimensions in this world and yours is separated from everyone else.
You just feel that you do not belong in anywhere.

I quote from a friend of mine who used to say once,
"You can just ignore me. My presence won't bring any significance. My absence won't make any difference."

Sometimes I get those feelings.

membebel

aku tgh boring gle ni. nak wat repot tp asek tertangguh je dek tade idea2 yg bernas utk diterjemahkan ke dalam ayat berbahasa inggeris.

sudahnye aku pon bace la blog kekasih n memember aku. menarik gak post diorg.

last skali bile da boring sgt aku bc blog aku sndiri. pastu bru la aku perasan blog aku ni boring gle kalo nk banding dgn blog org lain. adekah aku seorang yang boring?

yaaa setelah berfikir panjang aku mendapati aku mmg seorg yg boring. kenape? sebab aku sndiri pon slalu je boring. bile dah tak tau nk buat ape aku jd boring. ye la takde bnda nk buat.

ye ke takde bnda nk buat? mane bole mcm tu...........dlm dunia ni byk je bnda bole dibuat. slagi kte idup slagi tu la ade bnda nk dibuat btol tak?

kamal: ha sedar pon..da tu tak reti2 nk berubah?

kamal: oh..bkn aku tak nak berubah..tp susah doe...

kamal: mmg la susah tp ko kne la kuatkan ati utk berubah..

kamal: aku rase aku da ckup kuat da..tp stil gagal..mebi aku mmg ditakdirkan jd mcm ni smpai bile2..

kamal: kalo ko blom berubah maknenye ko tak ckup kuat lg la. kamon la jgn guna alasan takdir la.

kamal: ok2 aku tau aku kne cuba lg kuat. pasni aku mesti berubah.

kamal: cakap je tak guna la. i dont need promises, i need results.

kamal: .......